i'm thinking too much... i hope

when you love someone so badly that it hurts.


does he love me as much now?

does he remember the times we had?

will he look at me at grin like a kid saying, "I love you more then you love me?".... anymore?


suddenly the world has expended and collapsed in front of me like a black hole...


does he?...

*cries*


its all blank.. vacant.. like a void... that is just black.. darkness...

what can I do to end his misery?

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but...

will things return back to how it were before?

i pray.. with all my heart and soul that it will...


i just hope i'm thinking too much....



Yusha sent me a message that was like a warm hug to me...

I miss him... so much it hurts...